This isn't going to be a note about my love for I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance, although that is something I would write about. Since I was 13 or there abouts I have struggled with mental health issues, fluctuating in times of wanting to die and wanting to just be okay. I don't… Continue reading I’m not okay.
So, since I've last opened up about my mental health online a lot has happened. I've been diagnosed with an eating disorder, which is something that didn't come as a surprise, my doctor has opened up a Pandora's box of thoughts of binge eating and purging along with thoughts of self-doubt and hopelessness. Along with this… Continue reading Borderline Personality and other mental health stuff.
When I was young I have dreamed about having my own chocolate box nuclear family. A husband and a boy and a girl, all with pretty traditional names. However times have changed, I knew I didn't want my own kids since I was around 13, the thought of having my own children absolutely terrifies me.… Continue reading Why I want to be sterilised.
Currently while writing this it is 3:17 AM and I'm having a huge anxiety attack, something I haven't had in quite a while. Just as a quick disclaimer I'm writing this to make sense of my thoughts and my triggers; I find that writing stuff down no matter how much nonsense I splatter everywhere, it… Continue reading My experience with Anxiety.
Yet another Netflix original is due to be released surrounding the realms of mental health. After the controversy surrounding Thirteen Reasons Why (Which I have not watched purely just because I couldn't get into it) it was kind of risky for Netflix to release another original like this. If you don't already know the movie… Continue reading To The Bone – Trailer Review
It's been a fair few weeks since Paramore's new album, After Laughter was released and I can't get over it. I'm one of them people who listen to music full blast through their headphones on the bus and do little head bops to the beat, and this album is perfect for that. Paramore's changing sound… Continue reading Why I love After Laughter
For some, motivation can be hard to find at the best of times, I, like these people fall into this category, not necessarily because we can't find anything else to do but simply as their brain just doesn't get easily motivated. I have just finished college and I don't start university until the end of… Continue reading Keeping Motivated!